Opti1quest
Opti1quest said on my post:
Perhaps they didn’t forget about you. Perhaps life circumstances (i.e., spouse found evidence of communications with hot, sexy, horny sex goddess and laid down the law) intervened and they had to decide between a virtual life they could never consummate and the real life they are stuck in.
Perhaps they are surviving in this real life they are stuck in by feeding on the memories you provided them …
Seems like, as always, you are right Opti1quest, things might be simpler than i tend to think of, you are putting me into focus in a way :) ty…
And i have to say about your last phrase, i dont know if you are only saying it to make me feel better for myself (definitely you are a very kind man!), the truth is that there would be nothing making me more happy other than hearing this words from mr blogs!
But no… he NEVER said anything like that to me, never, not even in a playful fantasy’s little white-lie! On the contrary he always showed his dislike of me getting atached to him… perhaps (please allow me not to say “obviously”) he never felt like saying this to me, never in our two years of interaction(!)…
But, on the other hand, he was there for two years!!! We were together!!! And we were good together!!! He never put it into words but i know how all this felt!!! And it was not my fantasy!!!………….
aww… sorry… i got carried away again. Its the fact that i cant speak to mr blogs himself that makes my thoughts and feelings for him just explode with every chance…
So… even though its not really good for me to flatter myself, your last words made me a little happier and i am thanking you for it! Really thank you :)
-Addansonia-
