‘Addansoniafacinganantigoddessconspiracy’, ‘punishing me with his silence’……..
Are you trying to make Mr Blogs & myself the most hated men amongst your admirers?
LYTB
:D Finally! We had a nice long talk yesterday!
Have i told you? It was a sunny day yesterday. Still cold but with a nice bright sun, making things a little better…
-Addansonia-
Men and fire
the-superlative said: Find new men. I do not see you having an issue there. I’m sure you have plenty you do not know of.
Oh, you know how it is… its always difficult to accept that smth has come to an end and its even more difficult to actually start from the beginning all over again with someone new.
As for my men… I do not complain and i am always thankful; i have many “friends” around here: fun-friends, chat-friends, talk-friends, perv-friends, old and new ones, nice and bad ones (those bad ones i find nicer at times!), all great and interesting guys. And of course there are always all those non-friends “friends”; my precious horny monsters, always with a hard-on ready for me, waiting for the right moment to get me, lovely creatures with amazingly filthy dirty minds. I love them all!
But… i am looking for the spark! That rare special spark that starts fires! I want fires and flames and i want heat and tension; nothing less than that! You see… I long and desire and want and need and wish for an elixir for my emotional boredom.
I guess you are right, that’s what i have to do, find new men. And those plenty that i do not know of yet, i certainly hope they reveal themselves to me; I hope they prepare for battle and come closer so we see wether or not we could make some burning heat and dancing flames and dirty smoke together.
-Addansoniaunderfire-
Opti1quest
Opti1quest said on my post:
Perhaps they didn’t forget about you. Perhaps life circumstances (i.e., spouse found evidence of communications with hot, sexy, horny sex goddess and laid down the law) intervened and they had to decide between a virtual life they could never consummate and the real life they are stuck in.
Perhaps they are surviving in this real life they are stuck in by feeding on the memories you provided them …
Seems like, as always, you are right Opti1quest, things might be simpler than i tend to think of, you are putting me into focus in a way :) ty…
And i have to say about your last phrase, i dont know if you are only saying it to make me feel better for myself (definitely you are a very kind man!), the truth is that there would be nothing making me more happy other than hearing this words from mr blogs!
But no… he NEVER said anything like that to me, never, not even in a playful fantasy’s little white-lie! On the contrary he always showed his dislike of me getting atached to him… perhaps (please allow me not to say “obviously”) he never felt like saying this to me, never in our two years of interaction(!)…
But, on the other hand, he was there for two years!!! We were together!!! And we were good together!!! He never put it into words but i know how all this felt!!! And it was not my fantasy!!!………….
aww… sorry… i got carried away again. Its the fact that i cant speak to mr blogs himself that makes my thoughts and feelings for him just explode with every chance…
So… even though its not really good for me to flatter myself, your last words made me a little happier and i am thanking you for it! Really thank you :)
-Addansonia-
Fuckyeah in the darkness
So, Mr Blogs has put me in the dark and disappeared (probably suffering from an Addansonian Overdose)
and LYTB came back again to make sure I am kept there for good, punishing me with his silence for something that it’s not my fault…
Makes no sense… but then again… they’re men: can’t live with them, can’t live without them!
-Addansoniafacinganantigoddessconspiracy-
now i dont know this mr blogs, nor lytb, but i m sure jealous of these unknown figures… i wish someday i could be in their place and the world ‘d be envious of me for being so close to the goddess
xxx
you gave me a nice smile, today when i really needed one!
thank you my favourite orthopedic doctor :)
-AddX-
i may not be mr blogs but would love to be his subsitute
lytb
You surprised me Lytb… you’d love to be his substitute???
Are you sure? Cause you never tried! And why now???
its amazing how these few words made me write 3 really long mails; two of them i deleted! i finally sent the third one to Him, now i hope i dont regret it… sometimes the great urge to express complicates things more
-Addansonia-
Mr blogs appears to be frustrating you
xxx
Well, yes, a little. It’s the fact that i have no clue of what happened to him that bothers me the most. And of course i miss him much!… But you know, things get complicated at times… polyamorous complications i would say :) because its not only mr blogs… its Him also (Lytb, my biggest interent crush from the past!) who wants something from me lately but i havent figgured out what!
Oh… men! My Men! I totally Love them!!! I love the way they keep my mind busy and seems like i have an insatiable hunger for more!
All this certainly makes a wonderful break from my miserable life’s problems…
-AddX-
LYTB, you are here…?
(wow… another comment by Him! on my fuckyeah-shower-pic):
LYTB:
Rip it off you, wrap 1 leg behind me, push you up against the tiles,force the thigh a little wider, then plunge myself inside you so you raise onto you tip toes to allow me in even further, licking the shower spray that has turned cold and made your nipples erect…………
I would recognise your moves even with closed eyes, LYTB… You give me pleasure, always, and always the pleasure you give me is spiced up with a little bit of sweet grief… because you are not here! not with me! not now!
Ah… never mind… i am a bit sentimental these days, you know…
Lets get back to porn… i mean to where we were… i mean you in, me on tiptoes and my nipples errect
-Addansonia-
Funny… I used to talk to Mr. Blogs about you… But who am i going to talk to about Mr. Blogs…?
the partially open mouth says so much…
fuckyeahthatsme all horny and enjoying myself
LYTB’s (comment)
The partially open mouth says that you will never know how much i miss you! How much i miss what we had! I know it didn’t last long, but it was one of the most intense periods of my internet adventure!
Fuckyeah i miss that so much! I miss you being horny! i miss you enjoying yourself!
-Addansonia-
Hey you…
on your 49th birthday today,
i would like to inform you that
there’s still someone over here who,
when she’s thinking of you,
feels a sweet warmth in her heart
and a nice little tingle at her pussy
-Addansonia-
Dirty thoughts, really dirty thoughts
After that “letter for two“… and then this little “note“… i might also find the courage to admit that:
i cant get out of my mind the dirty little thought of having a night with The Two of You. Yes the two of you… you and You… obviously its a naughty dirty thought, full of lust, unspeakable emotions, and sensuality. Its the slow process where the passionate love making will transform to raw sex before the end of this unexpected meeting of the three of us.
I am being slowly seduced by You and you are hidden watching us, and then you are fucking me hard while You are watching… And then… perhaps… The Two of You sinfully conspire on how to drag me to hell and make me live the ultimate and most unforgettable sex experience of my entire life!
I know! I am being selfish!
but horny-selfish, so i am sure you are all going to forgive me sooner or later!
-Addansoniathelittlehornyselfishbitch-
I have to admit, this idea spins in my head for the last couple of days, and not only when i am alone and private but when i try to do my everyday routine. So thank you guys for keeping me company, and keeping me wet also!
really… can we arrange smth???
hey! i forgot to tell you the ending of the story, where my husband comes after that ultimate sex symposium, punishes me hard for being such a slut while i am shouting with joy and excitement, takes me away, and we live happily ever after!
-the end-
Source: addansonia
One letter for two
Many times i started to write to You… but i feel like i ve already said everything and something is like keeping me from repeating myself. I dont like to repeat and repeat with the same bad english how i miss You, and how i am thinking of You everyday, and how sorry i am about the fact that we never actually got the chance to get closer and more intimate and be more casual and more relaxed with each other. Life is so unfair… Our different time patterns keep You and me apart when WE among any other people should be together!
Life is unfair… because He is the only one whom i should be close to. He would never deny me, neither my feelings, He would never tell me such a thing like: “i dont want any1 loving me, its false” like you did today.
It is a common sense that it is maybe false to have any kind of feeling toward a person that you never met and you will never meet and your life will never ever cross paths… Gods seriously what kind of a person would say “i dont want any1 loving me, its false”!?!?
You know what would be really strange for me though? to deny that i like the time we spend together chatting, and laughing, and in a way doing nothing but doing-nothing TOGETHER, through this amazing way of communication that is called The Internet! That is false for me! And, to agree with you, yes, that is definitely not LOVE! Dont be ridiculous. But who the fuck gives a shit if that is not LOVE??? It is what it is! Enjoy it god damn it! And let me enjoy it too!
You are afraid of a label? Or you are afraid of the feelings??? For me it is strange not to be able to tell you that i like being with you (while its so obvious that i really do like being with you). Not to be able to tell you that i like you, that i miss you when we do not talk for some days, that i check my msgs just looking for yours, that i want you to think of me like i think of you, that i prefer spending time with you than doing anything else, that i like your ways and your style, and i also like it when you are funny and in a good mood as much as i like it when you are in a sexy mood, as much as i like it when you are in a bad mood.
We have the chance to spend time together and not only you dont appreciate it but you also are forcing me to hold my feelings. You are still here after all this time arent you??? so why you deny that you like it as much as i like it???
Life is unfair! It shouldn’t have been you, it should have been HIM! It should have been Him in your place! He is strong… He is not afraid of his feelings… He knows what he wants… and you, you… you have me!
Life really is so unfair!
-Addansonia-
Panties and stories
Remember those red panties, that i wear on these photos?
I made a mess on them sometime ago, and it was for You…
And some other time, silly me, i forgot them on the library’s floor(!)
-AddaX-
my men love red
Oh Gods… this guy reminds me of You!
Yes You Lytb!
-AddansoniathinkingofYou-
Source: erospainter
I Want You More Than Ever and You only Want an Erection
-AddX-
Source: chocolateandblowjobs
